Yeah my birthday has turned out to be a little weird. How about this???? I had talked to a friend Petra and we said, hey we should get together and do something, and I said, lets just stay in and have a bbq or something, and she said to me" yeah lets have a surprise party for you, " and I laughed and said, oh yeah it would defeat the purpose of having a surprise if you are telling about it now......

Well Friday came and no one said much about doing anything, so I figured we didn�t have any concrete plans.... And I was pouting a little.... So I just fart around doing errands and whatnot.

Come to find out there was a surprise party for me and guess who was the only one not to go? THATS RIGHT--- ME>>>>>

Apparently I didn�t think there was going to be a BBQ surprise party since I was the one who suggested we do that instead of going out. So by the time they finally got a hold of me at 9 at night, the burgers and party food had already been consumed, I had just walked in to my house with dinner, and Hunter in tow,,,,, and I was like forget it.

I was kind of mad. It turns out the surprise was to make me think we were going to go out and the surprise was we weren�t doing anything......dumb.!!!

Blah. I ended up getting my gifts on Monday, but I was mad. I plan shit out way better. Someone should have made sure I was going to come over to the house for one reason or another.

I hate my life sometimes. I have the worst luck. I felt bad about no going over there at 9 but I was done for the night at that point.

Don�t feel bad about forgetting my birthday,,,,,, I fucked up my computer. I downloaded some porn and its not working right. I get a billion pop ups and then my server will freeze or shut down completely. I can not even check email at home or update the diary because I cant really get the internet to work with regularity. What should I do? I reset my computer to a week back and it worked a little better. I don�t have anything important on it...should I erase everything from the computer and start all over? Reload everything ???I�m an idiot. I promise ill never look at porn again!

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