nothing exciting is going on.. i guess ill have to push the fates a little....

so beef (my friend todd) tells me to e mail an old friend jonah

ari: im still pondering writing jonah

ari: thats what i thought

beef: you haven't yet???

ari: nope

beef: WWWWWHY?????????

ari: not since the day before we found out we werent leaving

ari: he prob still thinks we left

ari: im dumb

beef: hmmm

beef: then um email him ass

ari: what should i say?

ari: ask him to come over and handle his buisiness

beef: you could add that.. ask him how he's been and stuff.

so i write him:

hey jonah,,

well i was wrong .. the day after i wrote you ,,our westpack thingie got cancelled. it was the craziest thing. and you know those things never get cancelled....it was like 5 days before.. so weird...i guess thats the coronado though..

so what have you been up to lately..nothing much here... are you still living in the same place? i am too. i just work and come home. thats about the extent of my excitement.. but i was all geared up to leave and getting my personal things in order..and that was taking a lot of time .. im sure youve been there done that, though. im not even dating anybody...it seemed a waste to pursue anything if i was leaving....but now....oh well

you should call me .. heres the number if you dont have it anymore...444 ****...or 813 ****(cell) we will have to catch up.

love arian

so anyway i write him a little note hoping that i dont sound desperate

so anyway hes like the best lay i ever had in my life... like so good i dont know my own name...hes very much in control..studied a lot.. like tantric sex .. kama sutra and all that stuff but he really knows what hes doing..

i guess i have to make my own destiny.. hopefully my body will be under control by him this weekend.

or he wont call or he prob has a girlfriend...thats the case...

anyway ill keep you updated diary...

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