On Friday I didn�t have to work, so I went to the mall to get some new underwear and stuff. i got 2 new sets, one that was baby blue and an ivory one. They are way cute. and it feels nice to have really nice stuff on.

I also went and bought some better shampoo like my Hair dresser suggested. it wasn�t as expensive as i thought it was going to be. Its some tea tree shampoo and I�ve had a lot of luck with this stuff before - but i couldn�t find it anywhere again, so i was out of luck for a while.(you can only buy it at beauty supply places-not Target or the grocery store) Rio told me that she could tell from my hair that i eat a lot of chicken, so i need to eat less chicken and drink more green tea. I told her all about how my nice thoughtful boyfriend sent me some green tea and i drink about 2 cups everyday. She said most people don�t even know what it is. I find that it really helps with an upset stomach and nausea. maybe because subconsciously the tea reminds me of you that it makes me feel better. But who knows?

I went to pick hunter up from school yesterday, and they weren�t back from the field trip yet so i drove down the street and got my whole car washed, vacuumed and all that. It looks a lot better. The only problem is, it is supposed to rain today, or sometime tonight. The car wash will let you come back and get the outside washed again for free if it rains within 48 hrs of getting it cleaned. so that�s cool.

Hunter and i came home and i ended up making some pizza for dinner. Well- i kind of cheated, i bought a plain cheese pizza from the grocery store that rises in the oven and then i bought Canadian bacon and pineapple from the grocery store and threw it on top. It was soooo good.

He was cutting me some major attitude last night , telling me that i had to turn the channel in the living room because it was a scary movie, and when i told him "no, not yet, "he yelled at me to" change it now!" so i sent his bossy little ass to his room and he told me i had to come upstairs too to keep him company. I said, "you are the one in trouble, not me" so he went up to his room and he fell asleep right away. It was Like an hour before his real bedtime. I guess the little brat was tired. I was tired of his mouth.

So I got a call from my dad because he wanted to see if i was interested in going to my brother 's graduation on the 30th of this month. We would be going up there as a surprise, so I'm not sure how Jeremy will take my dad being there, He didn�t want him (my dad)at his own wedding.... the plan was to leave on the Thursday before(29th) and drive all night be at the grad, and come back on Sunday and only miss Friday at work. He wanted to see if I was interested in going so we could plan on driving up together , share the driving expenses..Etc..... Otherwise my dad might fly up instead, if he's the only one who wants to go.

I told him i would have to see about work, and check on if it was possible.. actually there would be a pretty good chance i could swing it, but then My dad started to ask what we were up to......I told him how we went to the swap meet today, and then i told him how ive been having the problems with hunter hitting and stuff. Raising a kid on my own is never fun, and sometimes a challenge, but Hunter will inevitably turn out fine... We will always fight for control im sure and will only get more challenging as he gets older -I�m sure.

So my dad goes into this 15 minute long speech about how I basically made choices that have already ruined Hunter's life, and he's going to have to pay for that mistake i made --forever. I picked the wrong guy, blah, TV has shoved pornography into our daily lives, cartoons, Blah, HIV Blah, The devil wants our families to fight, and be unhappy Blah! we should ALL SELL OUR TV'S BLAH.... Hunter is going to be angry at me about ever getting married again and he deserved the right to have a REAL FAMILY, Hunter will be jealous if either parent ever has another kid, BLAH , I should put my whole life on hold and never date anyone till he's 18 or out of the house, do him a favor and not SCAR him for life anymore .... by dating ever again.. Blah. I should have picked someone that didn�t need to grow up and take responsibility. blah -BLAH --FUCKING --B L-A-H!!!

Not that he even knows i have a boyfriend anyway... this is all just my dad rambling....on and on .. I figured he sounded like he had a bad day and was just trying to give me advice but he was being Hyper negative and Being way too dramatic...I told him he was really being dramatic and hunter and i will work out or problems and be just fine.

He said "I'm sure you have better "FAMILY BONDING " with Hunter at church , than going to some Swap meet...on a sunday "

So I said -"is that what are you mad about- going to the stupid swap meet?"

So I freaking instantly decide that I don�t want to go on this trip and hear his Rambling mouth for any 13 hr drive to Utah.

So when he said " well give me a call tomorrow and let me know if you can work something out with work and be able to go ,, so we can plan this trip blah....."

I said "You know what? I just decided that after this last 15 minutes , that I would rather not go with you after all, I guess i will just send a card to Jeromy-(sarcastically) But hey! thanks for the invite, I'VE GOTTA GO !" and I hung up.

I wish he wasn�t so negative but i'm sure he got off the phone and was ragging to his wife Peggy about how i think i'm so smart, blah , ruining my sons life by not setting better example Blah.... Whatever,, I am sure he's sitting there being smug.

Any way I am sure he realizes that I was keen on going before he went off on his rampage.. and I only changed my mind because of his MORALITY MONALOGUE..

previous || next