well i thought id write,, im fresh off my little date with Nate Neff, tee hee.

it was supposed to be just coffee but it turned into dinner because he hadnt eaten all day... which was fine with me but it is sort of weird because its like the first time we met...and its like oh were at a romantic resturaunt.it was really cool in trendy little La Jolla. it was called Rimels. well i showed up on time and i had seena motor cycle outside which tipped me off he was there and i tried to put on a brave face but i was really nervous.. i think everyone is going to find me fat and ugly. well anyway he was wearing a beanie=so cute.green eyes goatee. yumm .he had his little leather jacket on the chair..and he had this jewelry on that he made.. some really cool green stone .and some cutie glasses.i think it is so cute that hes crafty. anyway.. i was trying so hard not to appear nervous but i dont think it worked.i was looking down a lot. im a doofus...the place was cool little candles on the table and sunflowers..and it was good i ended up eating some chicken veggie rice thing..and coffee.it was good. ended up bringing half home though.,

well anyway it just seemed to be really cool the conversation came easy we laughed a little..and we have tons in common...just like i thought. i knew i would meet someone cool right before i have to go on westpack of course..fuck its shitty.

well he goes to walk me out to the car and theres ME= well thanks for dinner it was really good .

and HIM= well thank you for coming to hang out with me .

hugs...

and then HE = hey give me a call when you get back at the end of the week..

ME =yes i will ,,thanks again

and i look up at him and he looks so nervous so i decide to go for the kiss myself. i dont know if he would have and i wanted the excitement of it..it was just a little peck peck but i think he was down for it.i think he was sort of letting me take charge of it.he hesitated a little to probably see if i was gonna slip him the tongue.i wanted to.. but oh well.. i would have kicked myself in the ass all week for being a scaredy cat if i didnt go for it.

so he walks away and says = hey definitely give me a call and we will make plans for next weekend. and ME= ok i will be back on friday ill give you call ;drive safe!

i hope he wanted to kiss me...blah !im a doofus.

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