our ship almost killed someone today...

we were pulling out to sea and a sailboat tried to avoid a submarine, but cut in front of us instead. apparently the sailboat got directly in front of us,like the capitol letter T and we crushed it in half with our bow, giving the old man only time enough to toss his dog over the side, and dive out himself. we could have totally killed that guy!

we were laughing that the old man was having a "national lampoon's vacation " type of day. heheeh so weve been singing the theme song all day. the NTIS and coast guard are doing an investigation into who's fault it is and they shut off the internet and all outside phone lines for a good part of the day.

In other Body news: i went to medical to see why ive dropped a lot of weight, 17 lbs in 3 months.maybe its because i have Diabetes type 1 so i have to fast tonight and they are going to run some blood tests tommorrow. I have quite a few symptoms, the frequent urination, the weight drop, the lack of energy...im probably not diabetic though. i heard that if you eat a lot of dairy, it can cause you to lose weight. and i have been drinking a lot of homemade smoothies in the last month.

its just that ive heard a lot of comments from people about how i look like im dropping weight, and they are all negative. one in particular is from a hispanic chic here who happens to carry a lot of weight in her cheeks. so i dont put a lot of thought to her comments. She's just a hater!

I just dont want to be a stick!

Theres nothing to do here today, except surf the internet and draw...

we have plans to prowl the messdecks and drink mocha latte's , oh and stare and flirt with boys. theres marines onboard - oh yes..

diary i will keep you updated of any hotties. I hope i dont see any though. i am so horny already.!!! it just occoured to me that what i really need is a good fuck, i mean hair pulling and the whole thing, total animalistic pleasures! bodies pawing at each other for release. god- being out to sea sux! and being without a man sucks too. makes it hard to get laid!

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