Put Your Feet Up

got it (Friday, Jun. 27, 2003)

well its been a few since i updated...

well my sister's wedding was on saturday.. and the rehersal and dinner were on friday.... but Rob was suprisingly coming home early... so i wanted to squeeze in seeing him on friday too.

we hang out and go to lunch.. and then we go get the Hunter beast his tux for saturday... so we go home for a couple...and i give him the tour.. "so- heres my room..!" anway we are messing around and its like 5 but i have to be out at the beach at 6 for my sisters rehersal... so we havent done it yet and im like super nervous.... we are messing around and i want to but the boy is downstairs... he just looked so handsome i wanted him...

so were fucking around and we have a little quickie... it finally got the sexual tension out of the way... and then we had to run out the door. even though it was quick.. i was hurting pretty bad... walking funny the whole bit...

emotionally i dont think i was ready,, im still to nervous about it being a new relationship... and i would have preffered to wait.. buti felt like i really was doing it for him.. i wanted to make him happy// i know dumb reason.. o.k. i wanted to test the waters a little too. im just too nervous.. theres no way i could cum yet.. i cant relax enough. it sux but its not that important...

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